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MY CURFEW

Y YOU NOT GIVE ME MORE TIME TO GO OUT ? I see my friends and I'm like, wow. 8 is considered "early" for them. Back then, well still, 5:30 was ocnsidered late. When I was in middle school, my curfew was immediate 4:00. If I came home at like 4:20, my dad would be like, whyd you go so late ? whered you go ? did you do any bad shit ? Coming home at five would make me really paranoid of being bitched at which is why I never did. Freshman, Five was considered too late for me. 4:30 was considered just already late. -_____- I missed alot of opportunities to hang with people. In sophomore, I finally decided to get back at what I missed, for all the missing opportunities, for all the times that I couldnt hang. Finally, I could hang. Not everyday, at least, not when my dad decided to not have a job. He's lame -_- I never had a "Good Job" from you , dad. I was always discourage. me getting a 3.83 still isnt enough for you. I was pissed, youre asian, I know you expect alot, but you never gave me motivation. I never had a prize from you. Never. Not even letting me going out. So I oculd like go up to 6:30 now and that would be considered late. so lately, my grades have downgraded so I'm like getting a 2.0 and they expect me to go home at like 4. And so now, I'm expected to go hoem 4:30 everyday at the latest./. WTF HAPPENED TO MY FUCKING SOCIAL LIFE . ? TF HAPPENED ? -_- This is the reason why I started cutting. It't because of you. I hate you for ruining my social life. I couldve been like tina , having the itmes of my life.-__- why ? -_____________________________- to be ocntinued .

Bullied.

YEAH, I was bullied by hecka people before. People pick on me because of my size and stuff, and they called me a midget. and said I'm flat. all the way back in middle school. I was a teachers pet, never gotten a 4.0 tho ! but I sure as hell know how to snitch. Like, I've had Grace Lau being a backstabber to me and act really nice but behind my back, she did helluh stuff. She made a aim "sephina123" , pretended to be me ,and aimed everyone saying bad shit. and make people hate me . She also took my pictures and freaking photoshopped it. =___=
I was a victim of cyber bully. Then Amy Ung turned emo outta nowhere in 8thgrade. I guess thats called Karma ?
When Myspace was the ,shit she messaged me and threatened me saying "Rice Bowl Eating Face" , dude, wtheck. Youre asian too , so yeah nigguh , please calm down. And she threatened to beat me up. Thats when I decided that I should start to know more people.
I was also threatened to give in $50 for ruining someone's shirt.. DAMIEN FREAKING GOT THE SHIRT FOR CHEAP FROM FOOTLOCKERS, IF IT WASNT FOR THE PEOPLE, I WOULDNT HAVE GIVEN HIM ANY SHIT. =_________________= I knew for sure I needed connections.

Privacy.

I have completely no privacy, I have a feeling that my dad will just charge into my room any minute and read everything I post and start throwing a fit about it "blah, blah, blah , blah , blah" My room, I share it with my grandma. And both of us sure as hell dont appreciate it when someone comes ratting all our stuff out. Like, my dad would just barge in my room anytime and pick out the littlest stuff. HE throws things away WITHOUT my permission. Comeon now, I know I'm only 15. But uh, Privacy please ?
Stop digging thru my bag when you feel like something bad is in it. simply ask please. Like No. Watch when he reads this and he's like, OH IM THE DAD HERE, I GET TO DO WHATEVER THE SHIT I WANNA DO. This goes on so many times, looking thru everything. Complaining about everything. GURRRL , IMA TEENAGER. LET ME MAKE MISTAKES, LET ME LEARN . THANK YOU SO MUCH. Like , i swear Ima just HIDE EVERYTHING, cus I can't trust you with taking everything I have. Thanks. Much appreciated.

Hopefully, no one will find this blog !

I created this blog to vent about daily basis. Hopefully, no one will see this. otherwise, I'm pretty much privacy ruined. I'm a 15 year old girl, and I sure do have problems hopping up. I can't always leave everything in my mind because I know I will explode. So maybe, this blog can help me with my problematic issues -____-
Some post may be later regrets. Some post maybe written because of an anger. But yeah, -_-